Pledging

"Waking up to the rains in the chilly winter mornings of Dehradun could be both one of the best and worst days for you. (Always keep a good stock of coffee 'cause all your plans of going out can be ruined any day.) Today is one such day. I opened my eyes to the rhythms of rain, walked out of my bed to realize the clouds had won the battle and were only expanding their territory. It probably is going to rain all day. Weekend plans are now all subjected to the possibility of stopping of the downpour."

This is a very old draft, probably I was trying to write a story or something, which later I completely forgot about. I now am in Lucknow, and seem to be missing the weather of Dehradun all the more after reading this. Its hot, like really boiling hot in here. I love this city because I got my parents and a double bed here, but I will never deny missing the peace in the chaos of my mind that the scenic beauty of the valley could bring.

So, it's been really long that I have not put anything on the blog. And, since, its not a well-known one I think I upload most of the stuff for myself. It could act more like an online journal for me. But since it's online there will be constant pressure of making it decent enough that I do not make a fool out of myself, if in case somebody happens to read it by any chance. (Do I already sound stupid?) Anyway, I have promised myself like a thousand times that I will take the hobby of writing more seriously and polish myself by continuous practice, so these holidays I am going to give myself a chance, again (All for myself). Being done with the graduation and not clear in the head what to do next leaves me on extreme high emotions, which I believe will be a great help to write.

I read so much different things through the day, some are theme based, some based on personal experience, I read things where I have to sit with a dictionary to understand them and then some other which are expressions in the most raw forms. The last thing is my personal best, I like the travel diaries, fashion tips, philosophical thoughts, but I believe its the best to lay down one's feelings in the most simple words possible. Or maybe the low-vocab level does not make the heavy-worded poetry really appealing for me. Whatever!

I wish all the luck to the writer within me. A story, a thought, a poem, a diary entry, anything!